the mysteries of life

6 things on 3 August

2010-08-03T23:04:00.005+08:00

To write down the 6 things I have done today that contributed to my success.

1) Work at my own pace without feeling stress. Though a bit stress n here and there but it's definitely better than before.

2) Managed to settle some finances with to dad. We have to handle our fiances everyday day.

3) Write a blog post today on something I love. Moonlight sonata. It's good that we all have something that we like.

4) Better perseverance on task. I am more likely to complete and achieve the thing I want.

5) Usage of wider vocabulary. People enjoy variations in conversations

6) Get myself to write and do things that contributed to my success.

Cheers Cheers Cheers! :D

Moonlight Sonata

2010-08-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

I love this piece! previously searched for it because the people said it's nice. I dun have any attachment to this song back then. now because of one drama -No limits which was aired every monday to friday 9pm, the tune seems to have captured my heart. When they played this piece with the piano, I asked around for the music title. the response was they didnt watch the show. I thought I could give more details like humming the tune but I couldnt even do that. I simply forgot the way it's played. As far as im concerned, I dun remb things easily. I have to go through repeats of hearing and looking a couple of times before they goes into my head. it was this one faithful night I was catching one of it's episode of No Limits and they mentioned Moonlight sonata! Woooo la la!! MY wish Came TRUE and yes I didnt try so hard to get the title though I did try to search for the title on the net. Due to the fact that I dun have helpful details, all I did was to type something like no limit piano and no limit song but no results. I found it was so going nowhere n eventually forgot about it. Anyway that's my overall story and Im so Happy now! Cheers! :D

Memories Kept Here

2010-07-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

Its been almost 9 months since my last visit here. If I didnt count back, it seems a few years. I would always swear that I will be diligent and write a least few post as and when so that they dun look old and abandoned. But I never keep to my promise. Well I guess keeping myself occupied was my past time even until now. This time is different. More fulfilling, meaningful and realistic. Realized that I was way too busy the past few weeks, going out, using lappy n staying up late. It's unlike my normal routine, go home almost everyday after work. It's time I should really get down to plan my time properly as there are basically too many things waiting for me to handle. I need to also bring my planner along with me. I have been forgetting things and this is not normal. Went to Yishun Orchid Club to attend an EOM conducted by KJ Lee, a pity I dun understand most of the melayu, if not I would give my hearty laughter. Overall it's good. This coming Saturday will be my turn to give a presentation on company part. Havent really type out the script, only got them in point form and it's not complete yet. No idea what's gotten me these few days seriously, forgetful plus procrastination. Now, I got my schedule all written out in my planner and I try very hard to make my mind work and stop all the stupid tots that kill my success. Keep my mind strong! This post will remind me on that.

It's time I should say goodnight. Otherwise, my post will become boring coz Im so sleepy now. yawn!

Sat 28

2009-11-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

Had buffet at crystal jade. xiao long bao is the best. to my friends too. we can forget abt the buffet and have jus only the bao. LOl

Watched midnight show, case 39. Interesting and scaring scene for some parts. I give rating of 9 for it.

Next upcoming movie:

Vampire assistant

Im going to watch. ;)

What to do

2009-11-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

I dunno why I'm feeling this way
I shouldnt be feeling this way
What am I doing?
What is going on?

A Knot in my heart
Waiting for a miracle

2 Fulfilled

2009-11-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

This year, I have already got my laptop and passed my CFMAS Exams all at once.
I have got to push myself harder Next year. Im too slack this time.

Change for the better

2009-11-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

It's time for me to change
It's time for me to grow
Into a better person
With strong determination and perservance
To achieve my goals
To become successful in life.

The new me will be different from the old me
that's the way to change
there will be no change
if Im still the same old me.

I call this revolution.
It is necessary for people
To see the change we desire

Some people call this crazy
having a fixed pay every month
but giving it up for other things that seems impossible to them
Some are in their comfort zone
and they are satisfied with what they have

They are not wrong
We have different goals.
I dare to take the risk
Becoz this is what I want if my life

Everything involves risk
Risk is an opportunity
How are we going to grab this chance
What are we going to do about it

We will never know what's gonna happen to us tml
live life to the fullest

Hot vs Cold

2009-06-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

oh man. what's wrong with the weather nowadays? I dun really like the feeling to be sweating every half an hour, esp right after a nice shower. issit becoz there's an increase usage of those so called "harmful" prducts, resulting in global warming? if so, we must really think of a way to invent those "useful" products to minimise the effects. well, let the engineers do the job.

Im so looking forward to winter season! Sunny Sunny go away

SPG First Gathering!

2009-05-30T19:54:00.003+08:00

The first spg gathering was held at seoul garden on 29th May 09.

Good Food on the table Yummy Yummy!

Thank you Mom for everything!!

2009-05-14T19:46:00.007+08:00

after 4 days of procrastination, I decided to set aside the time to upload those photos in my hp. what photos? well, its taken during mother's day itself. AKA the day all mothers got pampered by us children. Others got their mothers to nice restaurant, chocolates and flowers. Well mine is special of course! Im not trying to praise myself here but this is the first time my sis and I cooked for our mom. I cooked dinner for my family before but I dun really like cooking everyday. so it din really taste fantastic. But this time is different! with our sincerity and 100% heart into it, it taste simply delicious!

The two carnation suprises her!

Well, she's the empress on that faithful day so upon her command, we played mahjong with her. lol. alright, I shall keep all those small details for myself. here's the big thing. ---->

tuhhh lahhhh!!

"AA Yangzhou turtle Fried Rice"

"AA Mirror Poka Dot Fish"

"AA Golden Fried Wanton"

"AA Greeny Vegetable"

"AA Winter Melonie Soup"

Cheeze with Mom! =DD

Dearest Mom, I love you deep deep!!

Believe what you see

2009-04-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

today, I was involved in a community outreach project that aims to support those needy families during their times of difficullties. well, basically all we need to do is to distribute the "bag of hope" to them. the "bag of hope" contains basic staple food like biscuits, canned foods etc... hundreds of people from RHQ 1 were there to complete the project. we reached the place at 8am. it was difficult for me to wake up so early in the morning esp when im so deprived of sleep nowadays. but nevertheless, I got up from my beauty dreams.

My feelings at the time, before setting off to the house unit allocated to us were:

Very enthu
Happy. its a meaningful event
I pictured them chatting with us happily or sharing their problems
and we give them words of encouragement.

But Guess What?>>>>

My feelings after we gave the "bag of hope":

they destroyed the purpose of the project or rather tarnished the image of the community.
it defeats my purpose of doing this meaningful event.

WHY??

First, we are not allowed to enter their house. their excuse is " im sorry but today is my daughter's birthday and we cooked some food to celebrate later" DUH! There are many needy families out there waiting for us to help and what are they doing now? Right after we passed them the bags of hope, the mother said: that's all?

Faint! What is this?? Want more, then get it yourself!

Second, the interior of their living room is definitely much better than my living room! consider the number of shoes they bought, their tv set and many more... Compare them, I deserve more than them.

Third, they have four daughters who seem to be of the same age like me. If they really need cash to tide over their daily expenses, they can work part time! For goodness sake! Their children have all grown up!

Fourth, the right to receive the required assistance from these communities should be given to those who really deserve it.

In all, their behavior really pissed me off. ROAR!!!

In future, I will not entertain these communities and join them in charity work. I will reach out my hands to those who really need my help personally.

M9: Passed!

2009-04-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

had been mugging for hours the night before M9 exam. a last min and worst thing to do! been frantically doing mcqs. had few hours of sleep. finally its over at 3pm sharp today. I did not have time to finish last 2 sets of mcq, not to mention the time to re-read that thick book. and yet I brought it along to the examination venue without reading them. But anyway the fact that I passed the exam surpasses everything. Im a step closer to achieve my goal. This time, I have to promise myself one thing. That is, no last minute mugging and study really hard for the last paper. Remember my goal is to pass all CFMAS once! I have heard stories of people who passed HI paper only after few attempts. I made this promise.

Enjoy what's there to enjoy, single and fulfilling life.

2009-02-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

finally after weeks, I have time to upload new songs. been really busy with my study. ohh stupid imeem! lousy to the core!! sometimes cannot autoplay tracks de.... roars!!* LOusy.. imeem better do something about it. complains aint good for you. well I still use it becoz still can play them manually. just that autoplay will make the whole thing perfect lol.

went out today and its raining cats and dogs. no umbrella.. waited quite long, for the rain to get smaller. end up went home, didnt watch movie. only ate ajisen. YUMMY!! =D food delights me yayyy!!

attended byakuren renaissance last thurs.I forsee I will be very busy with my next exam. plus kosenrufu activities. these two will be my main concern for now.

stay tuned for next episode..

no escapism for hurting lies. please dont, if you are not great in it.

2009-02-26T00:06:00.005+08:00

YES! I PASSED M5! whahahaha SO HAPPI!!! a piece of great news like this ought to have some celebration, but I went home straight. Promised to buy a jacket from espirit on the day itself if I passed M5, but didnt. strange hor.. so happy but didnt buy the jacket as promised.. I myself also dunno. Hahhh! I think I have to really consider if its worth to spend so much $$ on that jacket. Even with the $20 voucher, its still very expensive. Goshh... and its expiring soon 28 FEB!!! Fast alice! make ur decisions fast! there's no time to lose...

to think that I was so worried sick few days or even one week ago for this "scary" exam. not able to slp well, trying hard to understand and memorize every chapters... that was really a challenge for me. But I pulled it all through with a determination to pass. =D

its not the end yet!!

so whats next???

STAY TUNED ;-)

Blog Done!

2009-02-15T19:56:00.004+08:00

YAY!! i feel so happy and satisfied with my own blog!! woohhh please applause to myself and me only LOL. spent quite some time on it and indeed it is worth the sacrifice to put M5 aside rotting for a day. bwhahaha ... sorry M5... the most later I read you when I finish bathing. tsk ^^

the blog will be 100% done if there's music. I would need another free day to update the songs. there's so many new songs recently and im gonna put all the "I think is nice nice songs" in here!! hahah

okay larh. I have to stop my crap here. if not I will stink the whole room .
POOR SIS!! bwhahaha

dignity

2009-01-25T14:37:00.004+08:00

your world, I can never enter
your love, I can never replace
darling, I hear you call her
a word you used to call me

Jealous, you love her
when Im with you

My love, not much needed
left unappreciated.

the hope, she got from you
her realise, the love still found in you
She will be waiting for you
the month of May as longlife promise.

Unsaid things, all kept within me.
Whatever names, you may call me.
The hate, you may have for me
still be, till you got my understanding

121935

Random

2009-01-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

I was tidying up my office drawer, when i came across an article " young love" and "what is happiness". It is one of the write up in a book named " A piece of Mirror". Though I have read before but I just feel the desire to read it again. I remembered it was Limin who photocopied the article for me and those related stories. That time I was at my lowest peak period. I was surprised to find the article in my drawer. But nevertheless, I have bought the book. I agreed strongly to every points Ikeda sensei said. "True Love is not about doing whatever the other person wants you to do, or pretending that you are something you are not. Ideal Love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people." It is worth reading over million times. I have read it more than 10 times.

Another article Limin photocopied for me - What Love is Not. Key points:

1) One of the greatest obstacles to the joy of loving is our desire for control. To master the art of loving is to overcome this selfish desire.

2) It is easy to mistake control and dependency for love. The truth of love, however, is found in our sincerity to act for the happiness and freedom of others.

3) To love truly, we must free ourselves from the fundamental darkness within-in other words, our denial of our own enlightenment. Authentic love begins with our innate sense of self worth.

YES. Develop strong self identity.

Today went home late. Didnt play facebook. Unusual of me man. Tml wont be playing as well. He He =D

everything ends with a beginning.

2009-01-20T21:51:00.010+08:00

I read a book. Five people you meet in heaven. Starting of the story was dry, basically all the description and stuff like tt. It tells us the ending, where I seldom came across a book that will start a story with an ending. but it gets more interesting in later part of the story, where Eddie meet the first people in heaven. Then I stopped reading. haha

Yesterday, a friend of mine asked if I will accept myself being in a inter-racial relationship. I wonder what survey he is doing man. So weird! but that was an easy question to answer. *grins*

Today kaly and I talked about building faith. I asked her what she meant by it. She replied: strong faith so wont be easily swayed. I asked her how to go about doing it. She said go church listen to their teachings. Her words struck me and I get what she mean.

2009-01-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

I realised long time never play dota and audition le. Entry to adulthood comes with so many responsibilities. No time to play everyday, goals and priority shifted.

*yawns*

Good night baby =D

ANother day

2009-01-19T08:33:00.002+08:00

i realized ytd was the annv. stupid fool of me.

Headache Again

2009-01-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

Headache still wont go away T_T

I love the way Lian ask me to eat panadol. *grins*

96 more experience to level 76! Lian sure happy =D tsk

Ryuichi Sakamoto

2009-01-17T22:55:00.009+08:00

Ryuichi Sakamoto proudly presents Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence.

There's a history to it. Ryuichi composed this piece of music to encourage and promote peace in war between the America and China. Im not sure if I got the right countries because I dont really remember it. I got to know this when I attended a morning gongyo. A guy played the song after gongyo and give a brief description of it before playing. I am so immersely attracted by the melody...

And then I found the song familar but couldnt really remember where I have heard it. Until just not long ago, I remember I heard it before from Leap Years. They used it for their movie. and so strange that I actually recall the memories of the song from Leap Years.

Excellent piece of music sia. damn love it lah.

I wanna learn and play this ohh~~ yes! Now Im going to find the scores. Hope I can find it and it must be the original one. heheee=D

HAPPY!!! =D

2009-01-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

Yeah I am so happy!! hehe

Thanks Lian Lian =D arigatou!

A song

2009-01-17T15:20:00.003+08:00

心跳

想跟我吵架我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

This is a very sad song that narrates a couple whose love is very strong but have to end up separate ways. Lee Hom really got the emotion of this song because I strongly feel pain in my heart lah. At the same time fully understand those who do not know what to do when they find it hard to turn back, and yet unable to go forward. This feeling is so much so hopeless. Bring back thousands of happy and loving memories, the heart actually bleeds. How many peeople are actually in this situation? Many. How many actually picks up the courage and yet again the courage to let go and move on. Many again. A thing I wont want to interfere but have to if Im got in this situation. My resolution to this is simple. If love still exists between both, any problems can be solved as long as both are willing to accomodate and compromise. I mean it hurts to see the person you love to be in a worse state. haha stupid me right. such a stupid person in this gu gu world. hahhh

I am Me

2009-01-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

im eating jellybeans now. they taste still as nice as before =D orange, coffee, peppermint, grape, apple flavour.... I so super missing someone.
discover few really duper nice songs recently and I have them repeated at least 3 to 4 times.

playing facebook again. Arh save me man

Ive been so restless nowadays. Nothing seems right to me even though its perfectly fine.

Sugary all in my stomach now he he

Special Day =D

2009-01-10T22:07:00.004+08:00

I am so happy! A feast ; spare ribs and chicken wings. though is sinful but its worth the cost

and and I recevied jelly beans today! whahaha

hmmm yummy!! =P

Cant bear to eat those cute little beans, a total of 10+11+60

oh gosh tt was damn sweet to my heart

thoughtful counts

*touched* aww

ARGHHH!

2008-12-29T18:15:00.004+08:00

I did not sleep well last night. The feeling was like hell, just imagine lying on the bed from 10pm to 2am trying to zzZZ? and I can imagine myself so obediently and hardworking, trying to get my beauty sleep like an idiot alien. gosh! what is happening to me

I guess its really time for me to go for body check. Check if its time for me to go another planet and live there alone.

Im feeling so lousy.. lousy and useless!!! feeling lost, not knowing what to do now. I might as well buried myself, stupid me!!!!!!! =(

Work again

2008-12-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

Time flies super duper fast when it comes to holiday. WHY?!!

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!

2008-12-26T14:08:00.003+08:00

Couldnt believe I won ten bucks from mahjong!! the place my sister won from mahjong last week seems so mysterious yet lovable. its charm is irresistable but will this last? Maybe it gets tired of the vying and demand of love from fans and decided to seclude itself from them. That's the right and soon thing to do, else the rest can dream of getting in the top's favourite list. They can never ever think of peforming or show what they are made of. Their capability or just pure luck. Lol.

What?!?! i cant imagine that ive used up so much time jus to write an entry about my mahjong session. hahahaha pardon me but im still overly excited bout my winnings! my sis lost quite a lot. so poor thing! anw im meeting her later to buy her sport shoes. not bad hor, i spon her shoes ok. at least ive lifted up her spirits from tt mahjong=D

ok thats how i spent my christmas. with my lovely family. haha time to meet my sis. im running late alr! ciaos`

2008-12-23T20:52:00.004+08:00

3 more hours to christmas eve!! No mood to work sia, just wanna play play and lastly play. Im sure everyone share the same tots too. heeezzz. It has been few months since I last wrote a post and I cant imagine blogging now. Though it's just a few months but many things happened.

I am very happy and satisfied with my life now. =D

SLEEPING TIME!! whahahaha

Close-up Fireworks!! Enjoy =)

2008-08-10T20:04:00.005+08:00

I would like to share the moments of joy and happiness with my friends and everyone. The fireworks nearly hurt my right eye while I was taking this down. It took quite some time for the small "debris" of the fireworks to get out of my right eye. That time I was blinking like mad while trying hard to capture the fireworks. Enjoy and hope all of you will like it! =)

Anna's Birthday!

2008-08-04T13:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was my sis, Anna birthday. I was surprised yet happy for her when she received something big. lol

Tenh- Lenh!!!!

haha, beautiful uhh. think she's too happy for this. And she cant wait to blog this. =)

Big day for her. haha, I am so lucky as I get to admire her flowers as well and from our room-- a sweet scent from the flowers. =)

Making her birthday wish... Am I in her wish list? whahahah

She would say "" Fat hope!!"" LOL

I have not yet read her blog and now I shall do that by ending here. =)

Kawaii!! =)

2008-07-11T22:41:00.011+08:00

Kawaii!! This little rabbit of mine look so cuteee!!

And this sheep too ^__^

Both cute = cute(s) Lol!!

How lovely they look, so adorable

2008-06-10T08:16:00.003+08:00

My wish for happiness came true.

I have regain my happiness ytd night and thanks a lot to one person.

No amount of words can describe how I am feeling now. I am so happy!! =)

2008-04-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

Went to Yew Tee ytd for NDP dance. That's far for me man, around 1 hour plus journey. Tiring, not refering to the long journey but because I'm having headache. This time round is slept too much, not because of insufficient sleep. Endured the pain throughout the dance, everything ends at 9.30pm and reached home around 11 plus. The pain's getting on my nerves, I had no choice but to take panadol to ease the pain. HEADACHE GO AWAY!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!! Lolz =)

I'm a good gal as I stayed at home whole day. But that's only for today. lolz.. basically watching Tv programs. Yet to mention, todays' weather is unbearable. Very hot. I sweat even I'm at home. Just imagine those who went out. free suana? Lolz. . Gotta end here as tml have to wake up early for work.

2008-04-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

I like to care for the people because I love them
I like to help people, as it makes me happy
Not for anything, but for happiness
Their smile is my gift

I'm not rich nor poor
I'm happy because I am

I appreciate things in life
For it's nice to have it around

I value my family and friends
Because they are my dearest

2008-04-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I last wrote a post. I miss the days in IRAS especially my friends, fun and laughter. It's very memorable. Though i have only worked there for about nearly one month, but I'm happy working there. heez! My current job is at bugis, plus point is it's near my house as i have direct bus. I need a lot of motivation for this job and someone who I can talk to pull me through the job everyday. I have only worked there for one week and somehow I just want some fun man. it's so dull working there and I need a break from this scary place. For the sake of my uni fees, I guess I have to endure. At least i have my sats and suns but it would be nice if I have someone to talk to everyday after my work. At least there's balance of life n work within one day. If not i can imagine myself eat, bath and sleep straight after work from Mon to Fri consistently. I can die ar. lolz. Can play games but online games so sian. Actually today wan play mahjong but didnt. Working life's like that, so much restriction. hahah

Memorable dream

2008-03-10T20:43:00.007+08:00

Had training today and unable to give full attention to the coacher.
Anyway, I prefer to start work immed as I learn more when doing something practical
Pros and cons ba
Training still can get paid, not bad afterall.
tired but dun wanna slp so early, hahaz

Yesterday Night, I had an interesting dream.
Though the feeling was frightening, but i like it.
Not refering to only the terrible part but the overall experience. lolz..
dreamt of being hunted by someone or maybe even something, inexpressible fear
scared and helpless
the two guys who have been protecting me, had gone missing from my sight.
praying that the baddies cant find me
hoping to survive

hiding in one corner is what i did
however, i sense danger
the place is not a very good hideout
but i had no choice

I heard footsteps
I knew it was over for me
I faked my death
Not waking up unless someone come to my help

I heard familiar voices
I recognize their faces
My eyes met theirs
I was relieved
The feeling of being saved were indescribable
I cried out hard, and hugged the commando.
With them around, I feel very safe and secured.

The commando scolded the other guy
For being negligence
He was held responsible to look after me but had failed to protect me at all cost
He was blamed for losing me

sounds like some kind drama or an essay? BUT...
I had this dream!!
What a dream I had.
Lolz!!

Another dream, it was short
I dreamt that two of them offered to give me shoes for no reason
lolz and my alarm clock rang for no reason too. arghhh

Afterall, it was just a dream.
Weird but nice. =)

having stomach ache now, i shall stop here then.

Birthday Surprise!!

2008-03-02T00:57:00.007+08:00

Today is just like a normal day.
Nothing seems interesting and special.
Yet it is so ironic.

Went to my Aunt's birthday party. It was organised by my Uncle and he made it a surprise for her. My Aunt didnt know. Until the security guard in Dahlia Park stops them and "force" my uncle to reveal it--- bbq pit 1. Just happened to overheard his conversation with someone, so I'm not sure about the full details. Lol, so funny. Thought everything turns out fine but who knows.

When I just reached the place, received a call from someone. Chatted with him. Luckily, if not also nothing to do. I thought my phone still have at least 2 bars left, but to my surprise left 1 bar. So, what to do? who knows right? hahahaz

Here is the funny part. If anyone wanna know, i will tell you. It's about the birthday present! But basically my own opinion is that.... opinion wise, you really have to find out the story first b4 you can understand.

Red Packets

2008-02-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

not enuff slp as today woke up early to bai nian. this is the day i get more $$- red packets. if i'm not wrong, i got around $20 plus. but anyway in exact is only $10 plus as i lost 10 bucks to blackjack. Thanks to you, Muackz!!! it's all bcoz the min. bet is $1 and my uncle dun allow me to play unless i bet $1. sobz... hate it man. force me sia. but it's alrite since i'll be goin to play again on tue. lolZ!!! go out tired, didnt go out also tired. what to do lei?

no audition to play sia, sobz sobz... dunno why cannot play sia. think the system dun allow. the most i go friend house play or not play lan. ah ya, dun wanna continue talkin rubbish, too tired le. haha.. let me rest

2008-02-17T00:51:00.005+08:00

Went bugis play basketball again, though it's tiring but it helps to kill time. haha. Then junda ask me whether wan go his mentoring friend house, at tt time i also dunno. but ended up going. lol. Played blackjack, my favourite!! lol. ya it is my favourite when i win $$. but even if i lose $$, my love for it still remains, whahahah. Overall, my luck today kinda a mixture of good and bad. Had steamboat for my dinner and the food is simply delicious. Should have eaten more jus now as i'm hungry now. if really cannot tahan, then the most i cook noodle. lol.

what's next? Audition time!! going to get my license, if not keep playing also wasted as cannot get experience. hopefully i can pass, otherwise it will be my 3rd or 4th time trying. anyway, i think i must be crazy too. tired le also dun wan to sleep, dunno waiting for what. waiting for heaven to give me $$. i know it wun happen bcoz i'm talkin crap now. hahaha. but one thing for sure is i'll not get to live longer, tt's all.

BD competition

2008-01-10T13:55:00.002+08:00

say cheez!! Mixture of Asian n Western culture.

2008-01-10T13:23:00.000+08:00

Helloha!!!!!