today, I was involved in a community outreach project that aims to support those needy families during their times of difficullties. well, basically all we need to do is to distribute the "bag of hope" to them. the "bag of hope" contains basic staple food like biscuits, canned foods etc... hundreds of people from RHQ 1 were there to complete the project. we reached the place at 8am. it was difficult for me to wake up so early in the morning esp when im so deprived of sleep nowadays. but nevertheless, I got up from my beauty dreams.
My feelings at the time, before setting off to the house unit allocated to us were:
Very enthu Happy. its a meaningful event I pictured them chatting with us happily or sharing their problems and we give them words of encouragement.
But Guess What?>>>>
My feelings after we gave the "bag of hope":
they destroyed the purpose of the project or rather tarnished the image of the community. it defeats my purpose of doing this meaningful event.
WHY??
First, we are not allowed to enter their house. their excuse is " im sorry but today is my daughter's birthday and we cooked some food to celebrate later" DUH! There are many needy families out there waiting for us to help and what are they doing now? Right after we passed them the bags of hope, the mother said: that's all?
Faint! What is this?? Want more, then get it yourself!
Second, the interior of their living room is definitely much better than my living room! consider the number of shoes they bought, their tv set and many more... Compare them, I deserve more than them.
Third, they have four daughters who seem to be of the same age like me. If they really need cash to tide over their daily expenses, they can work part time! For goodness sake! Their children have all grown up!
Fourth, the right to receive the required assistance from these communities should be given to those who really deserve it.
In all, their behavior really pissed me off. ROAR!!!
In future, I will not entertain these communities and join them in charity work. I will reach out my hands to those who really need my help personally.
--a|ice-- @ 10:24:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Friday, April 3, 2009
M9: Passed!
12:10:00 AM
had been mugging for hours the night before M9 exam. a last min and worst thing to do! been frantically doing mcqs. had few hours of sleep. finally its over at 3pm sharp today. I did not have time to finish last 2 sets of mcq, not to mention the time to re-read that thick book. and yet I brought it along to the examination venue without reading them. But anyway the fact that I passed the exam surpasses everything. Im a step closer to achieve my goal. This time, I have to promise myself one thing. That is, no last minute mugging and study really hard for the last paper. Remember my goal is to pass all CFMAS once! I have heard stories of people who passed HI paper only after few attempts. I made this promise.
--a|ice-- @ 12:10:00 AM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Hypocrites -.-
Restrictions -.-
Telling me things that are obvious -.-
Indecisive people -.-
I love my alien family and bug friends!!! bwhahahahaha
desires
What's on my wish list this year?? Well.... Let's seee
!Pass all CFMAS Exam once !Get Car License !Laptop !Camera !3 new members take faith !Either Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet, Peugeot 307CC or Minicooper. This is a long term goal
