your world, I can never enter your love, I can never replace darling, I hear you call her a word you used to call me
Jealous, you love her when Im with you
My love, not much needed left unappreciated.
the hope, she got from you her realise, the love still found in you She will be waiting for you the month of May as longlife promise.
Unsaid things, all kept within me. Whatever names, you may call me. The hate, you may have for me still be, till you got my understanding
121935
--a|ice-- @ 2:37:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Random
11:41:00 PM
I was tidying up my office drawer, when i came across an article " young love" and "what is happiness". It is one of the write up in a book named " A piece of Mirror". Though I have read before but I just feel the desire to read it again. I remembered it was Limin who photocopied the article for me and those related stories. That time I was at my lowest peak period. I was surprised to find the article in my drawer. But nevertheless, I have bought the book. I agreed strongly to every points Ikeda sensei said. "True Love is not about doing whatever the other person wants you to do, or pretending that you are something you are not. Ideal Love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people." It is worth reading over million times. I have read it more than 10 times.
Another article Limin photocopied for me - What Love is Not. Key points:
1) One of the greatest obstacles to the joy of loving is our desire for control. To master the art of loving is to overcome this selfish desire.
2) It is easy to mistake control and dependency for love. The truth of love, however, is found in our sincerity to act for the happiness and freedom of others.
3) To love truly, we must free ourselves from the fundamental darkness within-in other words, our denial of our own enlightenment. Authentic love begins with our innate sense of self worth.
YES. Develop strong self identity.
Today went home late. Didnt play facebook. Unusual of me man. Tml wont be playing as well. He He =D
--a|ice-- @ 11:41:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
everything ends with a beginning.
9:51:00 PM
I read a book. Five people you meet in heaven. Starting of the story was dry, basically all the description and stuff like tt. It tells us the ending, where I seldom came across a book that will start a story with an ending. but it gets more interesting in later part of the story, where Eddie meet the first people in heaven. Then I stopped reading. haha
Yesterday, a friend of mine asked if I will accept myself being in a inter-racial relationship. I wonder what survey he is doing man. So weird! but that was an easy question to answer. *grins*
Today kaly and I talked about building faith. I asked her what she meant by it. She replied: strong faith so wont be easily swayed. I asked her how to go about doing it. She said go church listen to their teachings. Her words struck me and I get what she mean.
--a|ice-- @ 9:51:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Monday, January 19, 2009
10:27:00 PM
I realised long time never play dota and audition le. Entry to adulthood comes with so many responsibilities. No time to play everyday, goals and priority shifted.
*yawns*
Good night baby =D
--a|ice-- @ 10:27:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
8:33:00 AM
i realized ytd was the annv. stupid fool of me.
--a|ice-- @ 8:33:00 AM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Headache Again
10:41:00 PM
Headache still wont go away T_T
I love the way Lian ask me to eat panadol. *grins*
96 more experience to level 76! Lian sure happy =D tsk
--a|ice-- @ 10:41:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Ryuichi Sakamoto
10:55:00 PM
Ryuichi Sakamoto proudly presents Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence.
There's a history to it. Ryuichi composed this piece of music to encourage and promote peace in war between the America and China. Im not sure if I got the right countries because I dont really remember it. I got to know this when I attended a morning gongyo. A guy played the song after gongyo and give a brief description of it before playing. I am so immersely attracted by the melody...
And then I found the song familar but couldnt really remember where I have heard it. Until just not long ago, I remember I heard it before from Leap Years. They used it for their movie. and so strange that I actually recall the memories of the song from Leap Years.
Excellent piece of music sia. damn love it lah.
I wanna learn and play this ohh~~ yes! Now Im going to find the scores. Hope I can find it and it must be the original one. heheee=D
--a|ice-- @ 10:55:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
5:34:00 PM
Yeah I am so happy!! hehe
Thanks Lian Lian =D arigatou!
--a|ice-- @ 5:34:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
This is a very sad song that narrates a couple whose love is very strong but have to end up separate ways. Lee Hom really got the emotion of this song because I strongly feel pain in my heart lah. At the same time fully understand those who do not know what to do when they find it hard to turn back, and yet unable to go forward. This feeling is so much so hopeless. Bring back thousands of happy and loving memories, the heart actually bleeds. How many peeople are actually in this situation? Many. How many actually picks up the courage and yet again the courage to let go and move on. Many again. A thing I wont want to interfere but have to if Im got in this situation. My resolution to this is simple. If love still exists between both, any problems can be solved as long as both are willing to accomodate and compromise. I mean it hurts to see the person you love to be in a worse state. haha stupid me right. such a stupid person in this gu gu world. hahhh
--a|ice-- @ 3:20:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I am Me
11:06:00 PM
im eating jellybeans now. they taste still as nice as before =D orange, coffee, peppermint, grape, apple flavour.... I so super missing someone. discover few really duper nice songs recently and I have them repeated at least 3 to 4 times.
playing facebook again. Arh save me man
Ive been so restless nowadays. Nothing seems right to me even though its perfectly fine.
Sugary all in my stomach now he he
--a|ice-- @ 11:06:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Special Day =D
10:07:00 PM
I am so happy! A feast ; spare ribs and chicken wings. though is sinful but its worth the cost
and and I recevied jelly beans today! whahaha
hmmm yummy!! =P
Cant bear to eat those cute little beans, a total of 10+11+60
oh gosh tt was damn sweet to my heart
thoughtful counts
*touched* aww
--a|ice-- @ 10:07:00 PM Love comes in different forms. Dont teach me how love should goes when in the first place, the person lied and messed it up
Hypocrites -.-
Restrictions -.-
Telling me things that are obvious -.-
Indecisive people -.-
I love my alien family and bug friends!!! bwhahahahaha
desires
What's on my wish list this year?? Well.... Let's seee
!Pass all CFMAS Exam once !Get Car License !Laptop !Camera !3 new members take faith !Either Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet, Peugeot 307CC or Minicooper. This is a long term goal
